Thank God the pain is gone.

Wow, I thought it would be hard, but I've moved on so quickly. I remember when he first left, I missed him so much that it hurt. Sure, there are days that I can't seem to get G out of my mind, but most days now that go by, I just don't even remember the boy. The question is: Is that a good thing or a bad thing? My problem is, that I get stuck on boys WAYY too easily. For the longest time, before I actually fell into "infatuation" I guess you could call it, my whole thing was that if I had to force a man to love me, or if I had to repeatedly prove my love to him, then he's not worth it. I guess I need to go back to that. Because, trust me, G is NOT worth it at all. He can be sweet at the time, but at the same time, he never really liked me in the first place, so he's just a waste of my precious time. I could be doing other things instead of waiting for him to love me. I am a beautiful person; I am a sweet person and I refuse to be turned into some ugly, evil person because I really liked some dude. No, mama taught me better than that. I am going to make a vow to myself that I am not going to let people such as G turn me into something I'm not. And I'm not going to let G walk all over me. For now on, I'm not going to let G or any other man break my heart ever again. I will not let them do this to me because G actually was my first love, and now I know how it feels to be hurt by a man. But with my hand raised before God and my family, I vow to never ever let a man break my heart again.