Never knew what it was... Until now... LOVE

Hello my fellow bloggers!
Have you ever listened to a song, and it sounded like the song was made just for you. Like you could relate to everything the person was saying? Well, I was just listening to "Love" By Keisha Cole, and I felt like she went into my brain and literally took what I was thinking. I know this song is kind of old, but with all that's happening with my boyfriend and everything, I can relate to everything she's saying. I mean this song is so good. If you've never heard it before, you need to go listen to it. By the way, here's the lyrics so that you can see what I'm talking about:
"I used to think that I wasn't fine enough,
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough,
But I won't waist my time trying to figure out,
Why you playing games?
What's this all about?
And I can't believe you're hurting me,
I met your girl what a difference,
What you see in her,
You ain't seen in me?
But I guess this was all just make believe.
Chorus: Oh Love,
Never knew what I was missing,
But I knew once we start kissing,
I found, Found you,
Now you're gone,
What am I gonna do?
So empty my heart and my soul,
Can't go on,
Go on without you,
My rainy days fade away when you,
Come around please tell me baby,
Why you go so far away,
Why you go?
Chorus: Love,
Never knew what I was missing,
But I knew once we start kissing,
I found Love,
Never Knew what I was missing,
But I knew once we start kissing,
I found, found you,
Now you're gone,
What am I going to do,
So empty my heart and my soul,
Can't go on, Go on baby without you,
Rainy Days fade away,
When you come around say you're here to stay,
With me boy,
I don't want you to leave, I need,
Chorus: Love,
Never knew what I was missing,
But I knew once we start kissing,
I found,
Love,
Never knew what I was missing,
But I knew once we start kissing,
I found,
Love,
Never knew what I was missing,
But I knew once we start kissing,
I found,
Love (repeat until end)"
I love that song so much! It's like she just stole my feelings and wrote them down on paper. When that song first came out I didn't really like it. I mean I liked it, but I couldn't relate to it. And now that I am going through all of this stuff with my boyfriend, I finally understand the song. Like the rainy days part. Oh my gosh. That is exactly how I feel when I'm with my boyfriend, or in my case, when I talk to my boyfriend. I don't know if the two of us are going to last, it's been two weeks since we last talked. He might get bored being with me, and, I just don't know if I should break up with him now or wait. Besides, if I wait too long, he might end up breaking my heart. I sure wish I could talk to him, tell him I love him, and tell him all the stuff we usually talk about. Besides, Christmas is right around the corner, and if he's mad at me, he won't get me a present. I want a present! Okay, maybe I'm getting a little ahead of myself there. Christmas is over a month away. But really. I miss him so much. He doesn't even know. I wanted to visit Panama for Christmas, but with my mother paying to rebuild my Grandmother's house, we can't afford it. So I'll have to wait all the way until next summer before I can see him again. Before I can kiss him, hear his voice, hug him, talk to him one on one, and even be with him alone all for the first time. Somebody, really tell me: Should I be in this relationship at all? Does this make any sense to anyone besides my boyfriend? Because it sure as hell don't make any sense to me! I don't know why though. Everyone else thinks it's cool, I think it's dumb. On that note, I must leave now. I am tired as hell. Dance team tryouts are coming up, and my niece and I have been practicing so hard. We better make it. I don't want all of this to be for nothing.
Night-night all you bloggers out there!